My name is Kirsty and I’m 15 years old. In the space of 2 years my life has been turned upside down and trod on my everyone in my life. When I was 13 years old I went through the hardest time of my life. One stupid asshole ruined everything. I couldn’t trust anyone from that moment on. I questioned my trust in my own father, my uncles, my granddads. I went to school always on edge. I couldn’t trust teachers. I was scared. I would try not to cry in class. I was paranoid. I started gaining weight, getting bullied, my friends left me. I hadn’t done anything wrong. I was alone and scared in my first year of high school. Last year into my third year in high school things got better. I started to gain trust in people around me. Move on from the past. Make more friends. Loose weight. Although I’m still not happy with it. This is where my favourite people on earth come in. Ashton. Michael. Calum. Luke. They are my world. They’re dorks. I can trust them with my life. They don’t even know of my existence but I love them unconditionally. I feel like I can place my life in their hands and they wouldn’t hurt me. Their music makes me feel like someone in the world. It physically breaks my heart to know that I might possibly never get the chance to tell them how I feel and how much they mean to me. Michael you are my favourite person on the planet. You make me laugh and remember all the happy things I have in my life. When I saw you down and receiving all the hate my blood boiled. I know what it’s like to be called things and to see you being called them makes me want to be right by your side and tell you it’s ok. You boys mean so much to me. 3 years I have seen you grow from YouTube to the fucking O2 arena. I’m so proud of everything you’ve accomplished in the space of my life being flipped upside down and back again. You helped me through it. I have no twitter follows or DMs or concert photos or meet and greet photos to prove how much I love you. But I don’t need proof. I just know. I am honestly your number one fan and I want you to know how much you mean to me. Ok bye :) x Twitter: @MichaelCliford